But that's only because Myspace rules.....and so on. haha well, a lots gone on since my last entry post update thingy. had a boyfriend, things didnt work out, now im an emotional wreck. i did get a job.tho i'd rather have my sanity and emotinal well-being than a couple hundred a paycheck, im happy. i actually work at the Air Force base = ] im a customer service rep. and tech support. yay me. lol right now, tho, its just training for a month, next week being my 3rd week, so im almost ready according to the supervisors and such.
i moved too.and im getting my licence and GED and my friend is giving me his miata. to be honest, i guess thats not too much. oh yeah, and i've officially given up on guys...as far as this whole dating thing goes, anyway. i mean, seriously. i know i've said this before, but this time im serious. i mean, ive been hurt before, but this time just really fucked me up more so than i ever thought possible. sooo im sick of being lied to and used and being set up just to be knocked down over and over. ok so FINE, the guys i've fallen for werent exactly the best of choices, but fucking like.....still. i hate emotions. like..i suppose we wouldnt really be human without them, and i guess i see their point but still. why do i have to fall for the fucking assholes?? i mean i KNOW there no good for me, but its like..i dont have a choice who i fall for. i guess thats why the call it "fall" for. or having a "crush" on someone. lovely choice of words. no more. at least not for quite a while. uhhhmmmm yep. thats about it., =] leave me comments and as always... www.myspace.com/billiejoesemokid
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